On the Greater Reality and How I Was Guided in My Research

I would like to write a few words about the spiritual aspects of my discovery of the "Great Design of the 'gods'", which is to say, "Why, as a hard scientist, who performed my research into the Ancient Mysteries utilizing only objective evidence (albeit a whole world of such), nevertheless am open about the existence and overarching meaningfulness -- the almost but not quite hidden guidance, in short -- of a spiritual reality that encloses our own physical existence, and from which we obviously come and will return.

This is a hard lesson to teach, because there is so much evidence that could be brought to bear, for which however there is hardly space or time to provide here, in a short article. Let's start at the beginning: I had a number of dreams, before I ever consciously began this unprecedented research, that were, to put it succinctly, open windows into a new mental landscape, whose meaning I of course had no way of knowing at the time, but which might be called road signs to the larger reality that encloses our own.

I can only disclose a few, almost disjointed images from these dreams, that I could appreciate only after making my discovery of the Great Design:

First, I remember being amazed at "seeing", in dream, planets or moons as if from nearby outer space. The best way to describe these images was, they were real, yet totally unlooked for in my mind; I had never consciously imagined seeing anything like these "dead moons", in such glorious close-up. THEY INTRUDED UPON MY MIND FROM OUTSIDE OF ANYTHING I HAD SEEN IN OUR OWN WORLD, and quite unexpectedly. It was, in short, an obvious mental visitation, presented without any explanation or rationalization. It could only mean, in the most general of terms, "Something is Up, in this." It was the merest hint, of something amazing, and outside of my imaginings.

At another time, I found myself standing, again in dream, out in the open, in front of a small house, in the midst of what I quickly realized was a veritable cataclysm of huge tornados, all around me. All utterly real, note. Ordinarily, I would interpret this as a nightmare, for they were all VERY close and towering over me as they twisted violently. Yet it was quickly apparent this was NOT a nightmare, in which one feels lost or trapped by overwhelming evil. Instead, I was calm in my dream, and stunned by being so. I did try to understand the violent, overwhelming scene, just a little, by counting the large number of these towering twisters, seeming so real yet so SAFE. There were 12 of them, and finding such a significant number made it immediately clear that this was another visitation, encompassing as yet some hidden meaning, of great importance. The obvious meaning was that I should be assured, in the midst of the most overwhelming seeming of supposedly governing forces, that I was where I "ought" to be, and was safe.

And there was a third dream, the strangest of all, sometime later, but long before I ever conceived of my research into the ancient mysteries. I found myself once again in outer space, and apparently in a ship...and so, yet again SAFE. Yet "we" onboard were following a trail, of glowing lines, and again, amazingly REAL yet obviously impossible (or so I thought at the time). The lines were a vivid red color, even a "living", vibrant color, which seemed to emphasize their non-reality; yet that non-reality was quickly belied, when I found I could STEP OUT and ONTO one of these lines (I don't know why, simply to try to study them more closely, apparently). I somehow felt entirely safe, stepping out into empty space onto a mere glowing line; it was ludicrous, to my own sense of reason, yet the only thing I could think of to do under the circumstances of the dream, to study the phenomenon.

I woke up (of course), and could only take this as just another assurance, of "something more" and something of specific, yet still utterly hidden, meaning and importance.

Here's the kicker to that dream: In the course of my later research, I developed an interactive computer program (URMAP), which overlaid an image of the Earth globe with an image of the celestial sphere, as if the latter were poised above the Earth, and both being looked down upon from above. And the constellation lines I made RED, to make them vivid; I even put an image, of those red lines above the Earth sphere, on the cover of my eventual book, "The End of the Mystery". And it was still a long time after the publication of my book, that I remembered those red lines in space I had seen, and ridden, in that dream. Throughout my research, and the publication of my book, I had nver once thought about that dream (because, it now seems obvious to me, I performed my research, including that computer program to illustrate the design I had found, as an OBJECTIVE SCIENTIST only, and was thereby cut off from thinking about a subjective dream, no matter how astonishing it had been).

Also, I had put a lot of work into that program, involving tracing the continents on the Earth globe with thousands of points, and utilizing the most precise positions of the stars on the celestial sphere, and thus the precise positions of those red constellation lines. So, long after I had done all that work, I suddenly realized the meaning of my STEPPING OUT, even in outer space, onto one of those lines: It encapsulated my complete mastery of those lines, indeed my detailed CREATION of those lines in my URMAP program. Of course I could, as their creator, "step out onto them", anywhere I pleased.

Now, there is much more to this idea, of "guidance from outside, and above". To be honest, however, I have already included that much more in my book, "The End of the Mystery", and I feel I should not step on its by-the-way presentation of the greater reality. I wouldn't be at all surprised if some, of the few, readers of that book were put off by that inclusion of "spiritual" reality, never realizing just how important that greater reality is, and specifically in the context of the Great Design I was dealing with.

I am trying to lead, as I was led. And every bit of what I present is utter, objective fact, in our own lesser, physical reality. Always remember, I am a hard scientist, only determined (now, more than ever) to recognize every aspect of reality, even the greater.